Birthday Wish

I'm 15 for a moment...

Farther from Life,
Closer to Death.
Everything I've missed
Is gone.
//
My brother isn't here,
That foolish obsession is fading,
And in the night sky,
Watch the rising sun.
//
Let the ashes rise,
I'm living the future of my young imagination,
The past of my elderly regrets.
I may forget, or I might remember.
The power of my birthday wish.

Morning Sun

Since May 15 1989, you've changed me. Made me who I am.

Every afternoon
Every evening
And every night.
I know you watch over me.
//
Always with your shining soul,
You support me, take care of me, encourage me, protect me.
From the dangers of the world, with you
Nothing can hurt me.
Lifting my spirits, you are
My morning sun.
//
I look to you in the dark clouds,
When it rains, when it snows.
You're still there.
I may not be the greatest person,
I may do wrong, but
I know you'll bring out the best in me.
You've done the same with so many others.
//
I'll never forget the good times, even the bad
And the future will always hold untold things.
I just wish that this morning sun
Will watch over me forever,
Through the darkest days and the sunny afternoons.
That's what Mother's do.

~-Happy Mother's Day Mom-I love you-~

That Song

-May 5 2005- Memory to Keep Close.

That feeling
Consumes, controls, confines
And liberates, releases.
The power of my inner desires.
Whether the hurt, the glory, the pain
The love.
Makes my heart sing.
//
Never, is the word on your mind
As I stand there foolishly,
Guitar in hand, my heart in yours.
//
Standing there, alone in the dark,
For an impossible miracle, I know you're there.
Each second, note and beat of my life sung for you.
In vain, in happiness,
In friendship.
//
No chance, runs across my thoughts
As you sit there blushing,
I still choose.
On the night I followed feeling,
To tell you a story, to sing that song
My song for us.
For you

~-Dedicated to Dani-~