Birthday Wish

I'm 15 for a moment...

Farther from Life,
Closer to Death.
Everything I've missed
Is gone.
//
My brother isn't here,
That foolish obsession is fading,
And in the night sky,
Watch the rising sun.
//
Let the ashes rise,
I'm living the future of my young imagination,
The past of my elderly regrets.
I may forget, or I might remember.
The power of my birthday wish.