It's Difficult

Written on Music Tour 2006 (Bus Ride)

Perhaps not the day,

But

The moment,

The presentation,

And the touch,

Feelings.

//

I've stopped now,

I've begun again,

I'm just lost.

//

Simple complications

Make this dimly-lit night,

A purge of unfortunate timing,

Timing.

I'm horrid.

//

I leave you now

With false words

Unjustified meanings

But,

It's something.

//

Something

Nothing

Fake something

Eternal Nothing

//

My hands shake now

My blood wavers

At the thought of your fading

Smile.

Please smile.

It's all I can ask of you.

It's all you can give me.

//

Until you realize,

When I stop pretending,

We can be true,

It won't be so hard.

To show you my love.

I'm sorry.

-Milton